Saturday, December 12, 2009

December 12, 2009

Theres not much to write on her at the moment. Nothing really interesting has happened to me. I met some new friends: Devin, Dillion, and Eric :D
My moms birthday was yesterday. We all sat and ate dinner for 2 hours, and Selena joined me :]
i offically have 7 peircings in my left ear, 5 in my right :]

Its been really cold and rainy lately, im getting used to it; once i learn how to dress in layers.

I've come to the comclusion that i dont really talk to any of my old friends. The ones i would hang out with on fridays, and what not. I even catch myself loosing my so called bestfriend yet again. And apperently I'm runing someones life, because i refuse to sit on the back burner and watch my friend get hurt.

Drama is everywhere for me, and sometimes I just want to throw someone. not something, someone.

I get to go to circus ol le thing tomorrow. that should be a fun expierce.

Im also learning who i really want to be my friends. The people that really matter to me, and the people that drive me insane. I've noticed im becomeing closer to those i dont want to loose, while others are pushing me away. I dont come out of my little box, unless i truly trust the person im with. I wont tell i soul what Im truly feeling, and Im plastering a smile on my face. Funny thing, no one has noticed its fake yet. Have I really learned to hide it that well?


-Alissaraee :P

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