new years is almost here :D
a lot has changed. more then I can ever explain. My brother moved in with me, which isnt so bad. I got a computer for christmas, and I really need to save up for chantels present.
These couple weeks have really shown me who are my true friends. The ones that will stick with me through my roughest times. They will pull me aside and tell me how stupid, i am being. They will tell me how to fix things, hell they will even pick up my broken pieces. These friends i have now, are the ones I will keep for a very long time. I do not seeing myself distancing from them, even when they go off to collage next year, or the year after.
Im apperently going to get my ass beat. for a huge missunderstanding. She says she cant call off her friends now, but i highly doubt they would hurt me. If she tried calling them off. They want to beat my ass, for something that didnt even happen. And they have no other reason to want to beat my ass, none of them do. I have been nothing but nice to everyone, except her. She wants me beat, beat me herself. Dont send a gang.
Well thats all for now;
Alissaraee :P
Monday, December 28, 2009
Saturday, December 12, 2009
December 12, 2009
Theres not much to write on her at the moment. Nothing really interesting has happened to me. I met some new friends: Devin, Dillion, and Eric :D
My moms birthday was yesterday. We all sat and ate dinner for 2 hours, and Selena joined me :]
i offically have 7 peircings in my left ear, 5 in my right :]
Its been really cold and rainy lately, im getting used to it; once i learn how to dress in layers.
I've come to the comclusion that i dont really talk to any of my old friends. The ones i would hang out with on fridays, and what not. I even catch myself loosing my so called bestfriend yet again. And apperently I'm runing someones life, because i refuse to sit on the back burner and watch my friend get hurt.
Drama is everywhere for me, and sometimes I just want to throw someone. not something, someone.
I get to go to circus ol le thing tomorrow. that should be a fun expierce.
Im also learning who i really want to be my friends. The people that really matter to me, and the people that drive me insane. I've noticed im becomeing closer to those i dont want to loose, while others are pushing me away. I dont come out of my little box, unless i truly trust the person im with. I wont tell i soul what Im truly feeling, and Im plastering a smile on my face. Funny thing, no one has noticed its fake yet. Have I really learned to hide it that well?
-Alissaraee :P
My moms birthday was yesterday. We all sat and ate dinner for 2 hours, and Selena joined me :]
i offically have 7 peircings in my left ear, 5 in my right :]
Its been really cold and rainy lately, im getting used to it; once i learn how to dress in layers.
I've come to the comclusion that i dont really talk to any of my old friends. The ones i would hang out with on fridays, and what not. I even catch myself loosing my so called bestfriend yet again. And apperently I'm runing someones life, because i refuse to sit on the back burner and watch my friend get hurt.
Drama is everywhere for me, and sometimes I just want to throw someone. not something, someone.
I get to go to circus ol le thing tomorrow. that should be a fun expierce.
Im also learning who i really want to be my friends. The people that really matter to me, and the people that drive me insane. I've noticed im becomeing closer to those i dont want to loose, while others are pushing me away. I dont come out of my little box, unless i truly trust the person im with. I wont tell i soul what Im truly feeling, and Im plastering a smile on my face. Funny thing, no one has noticed its fake yet. Have I really learned to hide it that well?
-Alissaraee :P
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